Completion…

…or lack thereof.

I had a realization this morning about where I was with 2016.  Or properly, where I wasn't.  I wasn't done with 2016, not in any proper sense.  I've been "done" with 2016 for a while (probably about the time David Bowie died), and definitely finished with it.  But is 2016 complete yet?  Simply asking the question is powerful, and leads to another question: how would I know?  How does one measure the completion of the prior year?

The calendar is the first obvious measure: I have moved through this construct from December 31st, 2016 to January 1st, 2017.  On the whole, this is an arbitrary but extremely convenient way to mark the end of one thing (2016) and the beginning of another (2017).  But on a different level, this is insufficient.  This is a passive marking of the end of a time-based thing.  So, what to make this more active, more engaged, more directed, more animated?

Letting go of mental baggage is one way.  There is a lot to let go of mentally from 2016: loss, change, elections.  This is difficult, but worth the work.  I'm considering ways to approach this, but it may be as simple for me as stating it out loud: "Thing from 2016 that I'm hanging on to!  I'm letting you go now!" 

Letting go of physical things is another.  This can be difficult.  I'm a material person; things are important to me, often long after they cease to be.  Sometimes it's a cool thing.  Sometimes it's a gift.  Often it's books - I can't just get rid of a book.  But we did.  Purging and donation happened in the new year.  This might be a way to complete other years as well…

Welcoming in the new year is another.  I welcome 2017, with its unlimited potential, and acknowledge the possible up and down-sides.  I already k

Here comes the course

Here comes the course.

In the week leading up to a guitar course, for me there is a ramping up of energy, a sharpening of focus, an awareness of internal and external detail.  I wonder at this – am I simply anticipating the course, and so am more aware of what I do ahead of it?  Is there a real energy created by the attendees as they begin their preparation – a shared aim creating something in the universe that was absent only a week ago?  How does one empirically test such a thing?  Is that even necessary?

Energy flows in and seeks an outlet.  The guitar is there.  The vacuum is there.  The bathroom is there.  The garden is there.  All welcome places for that energy and its consequences.

Time slows and more becomes available.  Everything in a breath.  Ample time for doing what is necessary.  No need to hurry.

The trick, as always: how to create that energy despite the lack of a course.  Or even better: how to make life one long course.

 

Points of Interest

A couple of interesting items popped into my inbox last week - the first from Seth Godin's blog (if you haven't subscribed, I really encourage it).  He has posted a mini e-book about placebos and the placebo effect.  We normally associate this with medicine, but his perspective is for marketing.  A very interesting read, and holds two points for me:

 

• What we believe (or are led to believe) is incredibly powerful
• Because of this power and its positive potential, where we can apply it ethically and openly, we should

 

It's worth reading a couple of times. 

The other item came from Harvard Business Review, and had to do with musical groups, and whether you actually had to listen to them to judge their quality.  Essentially, if you took videos of musical groups at a competion and had one set of people just watch the video, and the other just listen to the audio, the audio group was less likely to be able to predict the winner of the competition.  It turns out that looks matter, even in music.

Batch 2 (arancello) has been bottled.  Batch 3 (limoncello using Onyx 111) has been started.  Batch 1 is knock-your-socks-off good.

Detail Oriented

More work this week on Cello Prelude 1, and I feel that I'm approaching a decent level of quality, working through at different tempos, but with a more or less straightforward playing of the notes (this to ensure that I actually know the notes) before moving into something more expressive.  I've also been listening (and watching) several versions this week and have discovered a few places where my transcription is in error, or performers are working from a different version.  The other thing I've noticed is hearing timbre differences in the performances that give me more position information.  I've been adjusting and experimenting as I go, especially with the mechanics of moving from section to section within the piece, and keeping the flow.  Definitely rewarding work.

Continuing a Theme

This week was a (subjectively) good one.  Made significant progress on Cello Prelude 1, which was pretty remarkable given my what I perceive as my limited ability to learn new music.  It's not that I can't learn something new, it just takes me a long time to get there.  I'm trying to understand what has changed this time, so I can be sure to apply it to other pieces.  Going forward I have two strategies: don't practice mistakes, and listen.  Part of what has made this week so successful is  that I've really taken the time, when I have a difficult passage or section, to work that repeatedly until I'm playing it correctly, rather than just forcing my way through.  And for listening, I've got at least 4 different versions of the piece I can listen to: one that is a "straight" reading of the music - essentially unornamented, two cello recordings (Yo-Yo Ma and Colin Carr) and one guitar Recording (Bert Lams).  In a way I'm following along a path that Bert blazed; I couldn't have a better guide. 

I read a good article last week that fits nicely with my resolutions post.  Umair Haque is a blogger for Harvard Business review, and he had a post about resolutions (you can find it here: http://blogs.hbr.org/2014/01/how-to-have-a-year-that-counts/).  There were two things that struck me:  dreams and suffering.  The dream discussion (as in, don't give up on them) speaks to the aspirational quality of a resolution - I'd consider replacing the Achievable in SMART with Aspirational when it comes to resolutions.  I would think you need some achievability in the aspiration, but that's a finer discussion to have.  The other aspect of suffering was interesting.  J. G. Bennett once said that you cannot achieve the aim without suffering, and I agree.  There has to be some level of sacrifice to create meaningful and lasting change.

A good bit of writing this week, mostly beginnings and some extensions of ideas I've already begin.  It's interesting, the things that come in a flash, and the exercise of keeping it present in my mind through the process of documenting it.  It's difficult to do justice in text to what I imagine.  It makes me all the more amazed at what my favorite authors can do.

So, off to another week.

Resolutions, in two parts

Part 1

It’s that time of year: time to make resolutions we’ll mostly never keep.  We’ve all done it (or not done it, as is usually the case), so how to do things differently so you can achieve something?  How to improve ourselves and not give up or feel like a failure for not living up to our giddy, hung-over expectations at the beginning of a new year?  I took a look at my own past resolutions and very limited success, and saw a few of the ways I let myself down and basically set myself up to fail.  Lest you think I came up with all of these on my own, rest assured I’m not that smart.  They’re a collection of ideas I’ve gleaned from places and processes where people are much smarter than I am – I owe a continuing debt of gratitude to my current and previous employers, PMI, Fourth Way Work and my life in Guitar Craft.

Bigger is not always better…

…neither is unclear, vague or difficult to measure.  This appears to be the most common issue with my resolutions are the sheer size, scale and unclear nature of the thing.  “Get in better shape” is a great resolution, but is pretty vague.  “Learning a new language” is an excellent thing to strive for, but is a really massive undertaking.  So, how to improve my chances of success?  I’ll be falling back on a classic business/HR tool from work: SMART goals.  (S)pecific, (M)easurable, (A)chieveable, (R)elevant, (T)ime-bound.  If you lay out your resolutions this way, you get a couple of benefits: something more manageable and clear, you’ll have thought the thing through a bit, and you won’t have come up with too huge a list. 

Resolutions are more than a list of tasks…

…but you’re not going to be able to accomplish them without a plan.  (Hey, I’m a project manager, so of course I’m going to support plans, but scaled appropriately.)  A transformative change isn’t usually something that can be accomplished in a short or sudden burst, so you’ll need a map to get there.  Also, I’m not against bucket-list items being on my resolutions, but resolving to do something should carry with it some sense of personal betterment.  It's even better if it serves others.

Accentuate the positive…

…and try not to be negative.  There’s a great aphorism: the aim should be stated clearly, positively and actively.  I’ve covered clarity in the first point, but I think the positive aspect is a key.  There are some things that have to be stated using the negative (stopping smoking, as an example), but they can almost always be stated in a positive, active way.  Saying “I will stop smoking” is very different from “I will not smoke”; I will do something, rather than I won’t.

Shoot for a date to be done…

…that isn’t the end of the year.  Or if you are resolving to do something that will take the full year (or longer), make sure you’ve got markers and checks in place to keep you moving towards the goal.  You may think you have all the time in the world, but how often have we found ourselves at the end of the year looking at the wrong end of our optimism? 

Be accountable…

…without being overbearing.  You need to monitor progress.  This is where your plan comes in handy: make sure you’ve incorporated points where you can remind yourself that progress needs, nay demands, to be made.  Additionally, I’ve always found that I have better success when I have another, like minded person involved in my accountability.  I need someone to remind me, occasionally, that I’ve made a commitment (and commitments are to be honored).  And doing this for others reminds you of and strengthens your own commitments.  Just don’t be judgmental (to yourself or others) – be sensible about adjusting when it’s called for.  There’s nothing as satisfying as grasping something that felt like it was just out of reach, but there’s nothing as frustrating as not accomplishing something you had absolutely no chance of doing.

Put a price on it…

…and then pay it.  This one might feel strange at first, but I’ve found to be valuable.  This idea is related to accountability, but I think it deserves its own consideration.  What is accomplishing this actually worth to you?  And what do you think it should cost you if you miss your commitment?  As an example, let’s say as part of a resolution to get in shape you commit to working out three days a week for 30 minutes. You also decide ahead of time that 30 minutes of your time is worth $25 to you.  What if you get to the end of the week and you’ve missed a workout?  You could do your workout right then and there.  Or, you could choose to pay the price, let’s say making a donation to the local food bank equivalent to the value of your workout time.  Betterment for you or others either way.

Remember, there’s no limit to the things you’ll never accomplish unless you have a plan to make it happen.  So what are you willing to commit to publicly that we can hold each other to?  What tricks do you have to see yourself through to the end?  By the way, here are three of my personal resolutions I’m willing to make public.  Keep me honest.

• I will write creatively, at least 1000 words per week.  It can be anything, a blog, a journal, short stories, fleshing out existing ideas or creating new ones, poems and song lyrics.  Work e-mails definitely do not count.
• I will complete the Corporate 5K this year in under 29 minutes.  I did it in 30:22 last year – one and a half minutes may not sound like a lot, but it’s tougher than you might think (a 5% improvement).  I improved last year’s time by 2 minutes, so this feels reasonable.
• I will record one piece of solo music for the guitar.  This will be something small, and relatively familiar, like the first Bach Cello Prelude (G Major).  So, this is the one that actually terrifies me a bit.  Why you ask?  Perhaps that’s a question worth spending a-few-of-a-1000 words on at a later time.

Part 2

So, with all the things in Part 1 in mind, and your own resolutions in hand, consider this: if you had the power, what is the one resolution you would make for your company or business?  If you own your own business, what clear and measurable resolution would you make that would make your company a better one this year?  And if, like me, you work for a large company, what resolution would you make that would make your company a better one in this world, something you wish those in charge would resolve that the company as a whole do that will better itself and others?

Writing

If you write, then you will have more writing.

It seems obvious, but the feedback loop for this is remarkable - the more I write, the more I want to write.  I've been combing through some of my old notes and thoughts, and have been rereading and refining the content.  I've also had some recent inspiration in the form of blogs by Seth Godin (http://sethgodin.typepad.com/), Bob Lewis (http://www.weblog.keepthejointrunning.com/) and Kevin Kelly (http://kk.org/).  Some posts are longer, some are shorter, but all tickle parts of my brain that need need it.  I'm still revising a few posts, looking for inconsistencies in language, but more importantly, in thought - are these cogent, well thought out arguments and observation?  Are they coherent?  Am I being too cynical?  Am I presenting this intentionally, whether it be humorous, cynical, confrontational or thoughtful?  I may or may not publish them - for now, they are a way for me to organize my thoughts, question my own thinking and ask myself, "Really, what do you believe, and does it hold up?"